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2010-07-12T13:14:00.001+08:00

http://heckyeahshijie.tumblr.com

2010-07-02T15:26:00.000+08:00

2010-06-26T22:42:00.001+08:00

2010-06-23T00:51:00.002+08:00

2010-06-20T17:30:00.002+08:00

~~YOU'VE GOTTA BE KIDDING ME.~~

2010-06-20T16:59:00.001+08:00

2010-06-19T16:26:00.000+08:00

wantwantwant

2010-06-19T16:20:00.001+08:00

2010-06-16T23:32:00.001+08:00

2010-06-14T19:16:00.000+08:00

2010-06-12T20:10:00.000+08:00

dont really wna be myself anymore.

2010-06-11T16:10:00.001+08:00

2010-06-08T23:58:00.001+08:00

2010-06-08T23:43:00.000+08:00

2010-06-06T14:37:00.000+08:00

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2010-06-02T00:27:00.005+08:00

2010-06-01T01:07:00.000+08:00

2010-05-30T22:56:00.001+08:00

2010-05-29T00:49:00.000+08:00

feeling ugly.

2010-05-29T00:08:00.002+08:00

wantwant

2010-05-27T23:51:00.000+08:00

2010-05-22T16:15:00.000+08:00

2010-05-22T12:13:00.001+08:00

If you want my help, please have the decency to ask me nicely. Otherwise, forget about it!

2010-05-15T13:16:00.001+08:00

2010-05-11T22:23:00.000+08:00

GRRRR I DONT KNOW LAH I REALLY DON'T KNOW STOP ASKING ME I'M CONFUSED RIGHT NOW.

2010-05-09T21:18:00.001+08:00

2010-05-08T09:53:00.009+08:00

2010-05-02T01:03:00.003+08:00

~~Seriously hate people who talk to you 123718297829621462894 times in afew days and when you start liking to talk to them, they suddenly don't start a conversation. Seriously, WTF!~~

2010-04-26T20:03:00.003+08:00

Stop getting C grades for daily grade.
Stop eating 4 meals a day.
Start losing excess weight.
43 kg.
Make sure thighs dont touch.
Get my sugarbomb blusher.
Get a new hairdo.
Stop getting C grades.
Stop getting C grades.
Make time for old friends.
Pray in my heart !@%$ makes time for me.

2010-04-25T17:11:00.000+08:00

2010-04-25T15:44:00.001+08:00

Oh my gawd stop asking I'm not going to give it to you because I know you will constantly bug me and I will mentally punch you in the face!

2010-04-23T19:53:00.000+08:00

2010-04-21T18:42:00.002+08:00

Big nose omg

2010-04-19T19:38:00.000+08:00

Frustrated and thoroughly annoyed.

2010-04-17T22:43:00.004+08:00

Title says it all. Seriously, what is going on! I really wish I can peer inside your head and know how you think. Come on man, don't create tension.

2010-04-17T20:06:00.000+08:00

2010-04-13T18:57:00.002+08:00

Not liking school that much :/ Orientation is so far so good, but am dreading tomorrow very much. It's going to be until 10 pm and then school semester officially starts the next day. UNBELIEVABLE! I don't understand why RP doesn't start school like the other polys. It's only been 2 days and I already miss sleeping in late (VERYMUCH!) People in RP aren't as bad as I expected I suppose, but there are a handful of weirdos around. Hopefully I don't meet any idiots anytime soon, I might bang my head against the wall if I have to do projectwork with them. Now I know how it feels to wake up super early just to get to school on time, am very jealous of the other polytechnic people who get wacky timetables and don't have to be in school at a fixed time!

Can't wait to get out of there in 3 years. (OMG) 3.5 G.P.A and hellooooo NTU!

2010-04-12T18:03:00.001+08:00

Why do I always put myself in this kind of situation.

2010-04-11T22:29:00.000+08:00

2010-04-11T21:57:00.000+08:00

2010-04-10T18:35:00.001+08:00

Quit playing games with me.

PHOTOBOOTH LAST WEEK

2010-04-07T13:32:00.002+08:00

2010-04-06T20:13:00.002+08:00

Hate boys. Really I do. They say one thing and mean the other, do one thing and mean the next.

2010-04-05T16:01:00.000+08:00

pretty! darn sometimes I wish I was a pretty angmoh

2010-04-05T00:10:00.001+08:00

not a date

2010-04-01T20:41:00.002+08:00

Life is so boring right now, no kidding. Sometimes I feel that life was more colorful & exciting back in secondary school. (Goodness, sounds weird saying that, like I'm a 30 year old reminiscing about my youth, it is reminiscing right?) Time to get back to my english standards, these days I have been talking in nothing but singlish and even dragging my sentences. School is starting soon (FINALLY), but then again, I'm not looking forward to it. Call me annoying, but I don't think I'd be confident enough to answer the "Which poly are you in?" question anytime soon. But then again, I guess everything happens for a reason.

Holidays are way too long (there, I said it! Brick me if you want to!) and I'm slowly and gradually turning into a sloth. My brain hasn't been worked up its limits for a long time and is going to be rusty anytime soon. Even writing down sentences on a piece of paper seems weird, especially since I haven't picked up a pen daily for the past 5 months. LIFE IS SO STAGNANT I CANT TAKE IT ANYMORE, THERE IS NO MORE EXCITEMENT AND FUN AND HIP HAPPENINGS! And no more work for me to do, who is going to hire me for 2 weeks?! So much for wanting a nice sum in my bank account, hurhur.

Can't think of anything to say but about school. Both very nervous and excited about it. Finally being able to study in a new environment after 10 years, but the awkward phase of making new friends. Urgh. I don't want to be a loner in school, that would be my worst nightmare for sure. Don't really know what's going to happen, I might end up being a delinquent and smoke 5 packets of cigarettes a day and get be a regular at Zirca or what not. Also, everyone seems to be having some sort of crush or relationship with someone, and here I am, imaginary sitting on a swing alone and looking at the couples wrapping their arms around each other. (I sound so desperate hahaha, but it really is how I feel and this is my online diary yo!) We'd see what happens. I can't wait for Orientation Camp to start!

HEH.

2010-03-28T21:47:00.000+08:00

omg laugh until stomach pain

2010-03-28T12:14:00.000+08:00

2010-03-27T15:40:00.001+08:00

birthdays are going to be a rather sensitive issue, at least for now.

2010-03-25T20:50:00.002+08:00

hahaha, i think that you're scared of me or something? damn, i love it ;-)

2010-03-24T20:50:00.000+08:00

hehe cute

2010-03-20T16:44:00.000+08:00

2010-03-19T17:26:00.000+08:00

feeling so left out.

2010-03-17T16:47:00.001+08:00

17 y'all! ;-)

stable or no?

2010-03-15T21:39:00.002+08:00

been thinking alot lately, especially when i get to be alone by myself. really, you can all it paranoia whatsoever, but somehow i feel like i don't really have a definite & possibly stable future (???) okay, shut up brain. am probably thinking waay too much into things. seeing all my friends in top colleges and everything, i know that i could've done better ( AND made better and more sensible decisions). things got complicated in the middle, and now im a place where no one would really wanna go to if they had a choice. shut up brain, things only seem to be revolving around this dark cloud of nonsense. I guess everything happens for a reason, and that God wants me to go through this and learn. I just hope He knows what He's doing.

2010-03-09T17:50:00.001+08:00

2010-03-08T20:48:00.001+08:00

2010-03-08T16:16:00.000+08:00

2010-03-07T20:11:00.000+08:00

2010-03-07T18:48:00.001+08:00

2010-03-04T17:59:00.000+08:00

made me feel all warm inside hurhur.

2010-03-03T14:02:00.000+08:00

2010-03-01T22:08:00.001+08:00

2010-03-01T12:41:00.000+08:00

2010-02-27T13:50:00.001+08:00

OMFG. ♥

2010-02-25T15:36:00.001+08:00

2010-02-24T19:04:00.000+08:00

DTXtreme 3 Special Set

2010-02-24T18:10:00.000+08:00

2010-02-23T15:43:00.000+08:00

must have must have must have

2010-02-23T15:08:00.000+08:00

2010-02-23T14:45:00.001+08:00

2010-02-22T14:49:00.001+08:00

2010-02-18T18:02:00.001+08:00

2010-02-17T21:29:00.001+08:00

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2010-02-17T21:12:00.001+08:00

2010-02-16T22:48:00.001+08:00

2010-02-15T14:01:00.000+08:00

HAPPY SECOND DAY OF CHINESE NEW YEAR!

HUAT ARH!

2010-02-13T14:54:00.004+08:00

Golden girls love you one of my favourite tv shows ever

2010-02-12T22:52:00.000+08:00

2010-02-12T11:06:00.004+08:00

Aiyoooo don't fight with me lah, chinese new year coming I don't want bad luck leh. stay at home and sleep lah. fuck here fuck there tsk tsk.

2010-02-11T14:29:00.002+08:00

i seriously don't know what to do with you anymore. It seems that all the advice and personal stories didn't help at all. you would just rather be sucked into the black hole and then get spit out and get yourself hurt. AGAIN. do you honestly believe this would be the best for you? or maybe it's because you can't bear to let go? well, i personally believe that you gotta suck it up, cos that would be what others would do to, and then move on. i did too, and i couldn't be happier. it's not healthy to continue these little games. and we have all told you the fat cow isn't worth you. and one more thing. why is it that you can't talk to me about your problems? you know i'm always there for you, as you are for me as well. why do you have to keep secrets from me? and then someone else has to inform me about what is going on? seriously, it kinda hurts. are friends supposed to keep things from each other? i tell you everything, and you do this to me?

right now, i dont know if you still have a friend in me. seems like your significant other is far more important than your mates.

2010-02-07T17:21:00.000+08:00

http://flashlightbatteriess.blogspot.com/2010/02/thank-u-shijie.html

yay ;-)

2010-02-07T15:20:00.001+08:00

2010-02-05T20:20:00.000+08:00

APPEAL SUCCESS!

2010-01-30T14:38:00.000+08:00

WORST.FEELING.EVER

2010-01-28T18:56:00.001+08:00

2010-01-27T20:25:00.001+08:00

gawd oh my gawd gawd gawd gawd this is not happening to me.

2010-01-26T19:48:00.000+08:00

2010-01-23T20:45:00.001+08:00

mind = blown

2010-01-20T19:50:00.008+08:00

WORKING.
finally, not being a useless bum to society

2010-01-18T13:29:00.001+08:00

2010-01-17T14:21:00.000+08:00

gimme that hair

2010-01-16T17:28:00.000+08:00

please dont let me see you ever, ever again.

2010-01-15T17:58:00.001+08:00

cute :D

2010-01-14T17:25:00.000+08:00

I am suddenly damn fucking scared that I do not get into any of the 9 choices of polytechnic courses that I have selected and submitted. I mean, come on, my results aren't exactly what you would describe as " fantastic-o! ", but then again, I have to admit I guess I didn't put in my bestest best efforts. Plus tons of people would be applying for the courses too right? Oh shit suddenly I feel that I shouldn't have put ArtsBusinessManagement as my 4th choice, what if next time after I graduate I can't get a decent job and support my parents?!?!?!?!?! Wah okay am suddenly hit with a huge wave of anxiety and getting superduperuber worried now. It's time to pray until 24th (or isit 27th?) January when they inform us of the posting.

Shit okay I can't get this negative feelings out.

2010-01-13T12:01:00.001+08:00

I WANT!

2010-01-07T18:15:00.000+08:00

nothing gets cooler than having "chanel" in your last name.

2010-01-06T19:02:00.001+08:00

OMG 11 JAN SHIT RESULTS AH OMG